Kevin Ng's life

Appreciation Night

2010-07-19T13:47:00.000+08:00

Outstation day 3

2010-03-23T00:01:00.005+08:00

This was the last day at Johor. Early morning we went to have breakfast then started to work again.
We need to have a sea trial for the vessel before she started sail out from Johor.

The same things we did like day 2, we walked out to the sea to reach the speed boat.

You can see how it looks(like fisherman)

when it is low tide, the bay is very dry with broken seashell everywhere, really can hurt people easily,

but the 3rd day we din wore slippers anymore. Chua borrowed us his boots.

When the sea trial was going on we closely passed by an oil rig.

This was something funny here after we done the sea trial, when we were leaving the port which my company vessel stopped by, we met a "kampung" of Cow brothers. haha.. they blocked our way of leaving. Chua try to horn them, but they were like turned back and look at us. And trying to say "cari gaduh kah?" haha.. but lastly we made it to make them give way.

I got a flight to fly back Miri in the evening, Chua brought us to a Bak Kut Teh shop at Johor to have lunch.

It was really nice. Cant forget the taste. Cant make it to take photo, cause i was too hungry. haha..

I like to see the sky when i am in the plane(the creation of god) it can be a little yellow or orange with my favorite blue in the evening.

Outstation day 2

2010-03-22T11:47:00.003+08:00

Had a bad bad night and onli slept about 5am then have to wake at 6.30am.
Uncle Peng advice me to wear short pants and slippers as it was low tide in the morning and we have to walk out to the beach to reach the speed boat. But i didnt bring any slippers.
Luckily i managed to bought a cheap one after had our breakfast(Laksa).
From the hotel to Chua's(the transportation agent) house is about 30 mins drive. The place is really like a village. It is like some place very special and i really never been to.

(click to enlarge)

View from the village to the sea(Singapore is just apposite :D)

The house there are sticking to each others and wif a narrow road to connect them.

We walked 10 mins out to the beach to reach the speed boat. The sand is full of broken seashell. And will easily hurt people's leg as we wore slippers onli. Luckily i din get hurt when i reached the speed boat. But uncle peng did get cut by the broken shell.

heading to my company vessel

the propeller repairing was in progress when i arrived

Outstation day 1

2010-03-21T21:04:00.002+08:00

Afternoon flight from Miri to Sibu and transit to Johor. While 5 hours in Sibu waiting for transit, decided to have tea with uncle Peng's(a mechanic going wif me) Sibu fren at nearby shop house(Sibu Jaya).
Back to airport 3 hours before departure, wait for another 1 hour to check in.
After check in, we went out to have tea again wif Dan(a crew of the vessel which i m going to).
When we walked into the departure hall, it was full of people and only limited sit available.
Hardly wait for another half hours and finally departed from Sibu.
From the plane I can see Singapore which i never been to(sound like kampung boy, right? I admit :D). Wao! the night view of Singapore from the sky is like candles everywhere. But i cant make it to get a shot.
Reached Senai Airport and Mr Chuan(my company transportation agent at Johor) brought us to Sg Rengit which is about 2 hours drive from Senai Airport. On the way to Sg Rengit we stopped at a restaurant and ate our dinner. The food is nice! haha.. :D
Reached hotel bout 11pm something. Had a bath and quickly lie on the bed to sleep.
Although i m feeling really tired, but i cant make it to sleep. Uncle Peng and Dan snoring like two noisy old type engine beside me.Really had a bad bad night.

Photo of the day:

MASWINGS so high tech now. Safety briefing use LCD to show!!

Bad luck keep coming!

2010-03-21T10:57:00.000+08:00

Another 3 hours i m going to depart to Johor.

Tot of bringing a camera there to shoot some nice scene, but it is impossible to bring my D300s without lens.

Then i borrow the 1st compact Digital camera of my family (NIKON Coolpix 7900) from my mom.

Happy that she approved. But then when i try to have some shoot of it. I found tat the display screen got a bit "senget" so i try to use my hand to push it back BUT it broke! Maybe i pushed it too hard already.

The onli camera for my family and the onli camera i can bring to Johor now "boil soup" already.

Wonder why the bad luck keep coming to me, once i touch camera, something bad will happen.

Mood so down now! Haih.... Wonder how will be the trip.

A bad day!

2010-03-15T00:04:00.001+08:00

Lets have a quick update for today before i go to bed.

I had a bad day today, but actually my day was started with a bright way.
I went breakfast wif family, bought family stuff wif them then i had lunch wif a group of MGC frens and
we go "derma darah" together.
Actually i should have a good day one, because i derma darah to people and should give bless to people.

Bad things happen before i went to the photography class at MGC.
I went into my car and i put my water bottle at the passenger sit.
I din notice that the cap was not fully cap and the water all flowed on the passenger sit.
Onli left the half bottle of water when i noticed. The other half already "in" the cushion. OMG! is a bad one.

Then when i reach MGC, i grab my back pack and i wan to go to the class.
Suddenly i feel my back pack was light and something dropped out then "plak".
OH NO! my D300s dropped!!!
I bend down and i saw glasses on the floor, 1st in my mine was, the lens or live view glass broke.
But when i pick up my camera, i saw the filter glass gone, luckily the lens glass still there.
BUT, the place to screw the filter is crack. OMG!!!
I rush to the class room and i test the camera.
IT DOESN"T FOCUS ANYMORE!
This is horrible!!!

I total lost my mood of having class, i did try some lens from fren to see whether the body still ok.
Luckily the body is alive!
But the 50mm lens is bad. Tears nearly come out from my eyes!! sad!

When i was in the down mood, i was text-ing wif frens by my phone, dono why when i was talking wif my fren, it suddenly slipped from my hand and drop on the floor. OMG again!!! Wat happen to me!!
haih!!
should i stop touching camera?
is god trying to tell me camera is not suitable to me?
Wat happen?
I invested all my income to my camera, and now it need extra to repair, I really sad and fed up! haih..

SEE HOW IT HURT!! SAD!!

This is how my blessing day ended!

只想说。。。

2010-01-08T23:06:00.001+08:00

我想了很久才决定把它写出来。我知道我这么一写，我要付出很多责任，我要和很多人交代。
可是我只想把它写出来。

我今天的心情都一直在压抑着。压抑自己要坚强。压抑自己要忍耐。
可是当老师说了一句话：“也明白，再多不舍，自己辛苦。”
这句话，突然打动了我的心。感觉就好像把我压抑的门打开了。
我突然觉得心很酸，眼睛也突然仆满了泪水。
但我还是努力的不把眼泪留下。

回到家，看见妈妈。好想告诉她今天发生了什么事，
但每当要开口时，心里就会很酸，开不了口，说不出话。
在饭桌上，我还是压抑着自己。
但一旦进了房间，我再也认不出了。
泪水像瀑布的流了出来。
这些都是含了很久的泪。

或许你们会说我矛盾。
我承认这句话。
但我真的很希望有人能真正了解我的心情。

过去的日子，我是用真心的。
我也很难才做出这个决定。
我一直都把它放在心里的一个角落边。
不敢去想，不敢去碰。

我还以为自己已经能够面对这一切，
怎么知道我还是失败了。

朋友约我出去喝茶，
本来我已经答应了。可是到最后，我用爱睡的理由推掉了。
对不起，我怕自己控制不了。我怕在你面前会继续那流不完的眼泪。

刚刚看了一部电影，一部我download了很久可是没时间看的电影。
名字是 [保持爱你]. 里头的故事在讲说不一样的人的情人节。
完了的时候出现了这一行字“愿时光保持不变，让我爱你依然。”
这句话对我很有感触，可是我说不出是什么。

我不后悔我做出了这个决定。
可是，我了断了一个自己用真心去经营的一段感情。

我真心祝福她。。。

忽然想回到这里。。。

2009-12-29T00:01:00.001+08:00

这里是我一开始写blog的地方。好久好久没把自己的心情写下。

我不想让这一切停止，这里曾经写过我的过去。

现在想让它继续。

这一连三天，看了三部电影，先是次刺陵，后是Alvin and the chipmunks 2 和十年围城。

今天我开始拿相机了，手受伤了一个礼拜。现在慢慢的复原了。
可是肌肉还是不能完全适应。还需要一点时间。

今天的心情其实并不怎么好。
我知道会被拒绝了，我也能明白她的原因，是我的话也会这样做。
或许你会说，何必呢？当初是自己的选择，现在又那么多花样。
但，我只纯粹希望有一个离别，没有其他的意识．
现在大家的快乐，或许证明了当初的决定是对的。
只希望她能好好珍惜现在有的机会。
并能成长。

祷告中纪念你。

Moving Moving

2009-08-02T22:11:00.001+08:00

I m moving my blog from blogspot to wordpress.

Wordpress can display pictures size and quality that i like more than here.

This is the link of my wordpress

http://www.kevinngart.wordpress.com/

Another sunday~

2009-08-02T19:48:00.004+08:00

Lunch at CITRUS

~The interior of CITRUS~

Hot Chocolate

Soup of the day

Chicken Carbonara

Baked Chicken Rice

Happy Birthday, mom!

2009-08-01T20:22:00.001+08:00

::: Flowers for mom :::

--Dinner at Cafe Miri--

Night Shoot

2009-07-31T21:52:00.002+08:00

Shooting at the road side in front my house.

The moon of Miri,

31 Jul 2009,

2100hrs.

I believe in love

2009-07-31T20:24:00.000+08:00

Canon 1000D, f/5.6

Shutter spd 1/3 sec.

ISO-200

Focal length 41mm

Photoshoting in my "studio"

hahaha!!

Playing with photoshop

2009-07-28T15:23:00.002+08:00

The Burning Sun

My Burning name

Dream Lense

2009-07-28T11:02:00.001+08:00

Canon EF 70-200mm F2.8 L IS USM review

Source from http://www.dpreview.com/lensreviews/canon_70-200_2p8_is_usm_c16/

The EF 70-200mm F2.8 L IS USM was introduced way back in August 2001, supplementing (but not replacing) the non-stabilized 70-200mm F2.8 L USM in Canon's highly regarded telephoto lineup. This is a lens which can truly be described as a professional workhorse, with robust build (including dust and moisture resistance), wide F2.8 maximum aperture, fast and silent ultrasonic autofocus motor, and optical image stabilization for hand-holding at slow shutter speeds. The optical design is somewhere on the far side of complex; it features 23 elements in 18 groups, with 4 UD elements to provide compensation for chromatic aberration. According to Canon, this gives a 'high-resolution, high-contrast optical capability', as demanded from a lens which needs to perform all day, every day in the hands of professional photographers across a wide range of subjects and conditions.

The 70-200mm is an EF lens, and has presumably been designed from the outset for optimum performance on Canon's professional 1-series DSLRs, with their full-frame 35mm and 1.3x crop (APS-H) formats (indeed the original EOS-1D was announced just a month after this lens, with the full-frame EOS-1Ds following a year later). However it's also fully at home on all of Canon's APS-C DSLRS, here providing a 112-320mm equivalent angle of view.

Here are some photos which taken by using canon 70-200mm f2.8 L IS USM lense from http://www.flickr.com/

More photos at http://www.flickr.com/search/?q=Canon+EF+70-200mm+F2.8

Miri Crocodile Farm

2009-07-22T16:56:00.000+08:00

Last sunday, 19th of June,

i went to Miri Crocodile Farm with David, Matthew,

Luffy, Roger and Ronny for a photography trip.

We departed from David house at 1030hrs

then stop by a coffee shop at Lutong to have tea

then continue our journey to the crocodile farm.

The enterance fee cost us RM15 per person.

At the enterance,

we saw a horse for visitors to ride

The time when we reached the farm,

it is the time of feeding the crocodiles.

water Lity

Ronny The Monkey

"mom, he took my banana!" LOL

Group Photo

::Artlife::

Borneo Rainforest Resort

2009-07-13T15:16:00.010+08:00

We plan of this photography trip about one week ago.
Yesterday,
11.30am we depart from David's shop.

Stop at Damai Restaurant in Mosjaya to have lunch
and start our 30 minutes drive to the resort.

Reach the main entrance about 1pm
and another 10 minutes drive to reach the resort.

The services of the resort are good
as u'll be serve a cold orange juice when u walk in the lobby.

After minutes of rest,

the tour guides bring us for the resort tour.
1st, we went to a farm with few animals there.

Then to a small waterfall which i din took a pic of it
cause the light is not allowed.

Along the road, there are different types of fruit trees.

We have a boat ride which i took a photo of an eagle on the tree.

Then the waterfall,
i dono is that really a waterfall or not,

cause the waterfall in my mind is high and wide.

Waterfall

Shu Thin

Group Photo

The Grand old Tree

(We are standing under it)

Then we walked for about 15 minutes on the jungle
path way to reach the entrance of the lobby again.

After having snacks in the restaurant of the resort,

we start to depart and went home.

At the enterence of Lobby

More photo at http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=91539&id=683407414&l=40fc1453f2

Random photo

2009-07-09T18:46:00.000+08:00

Shooting mom's orchid

Playing with light....

MJ's Memorial Funeral

2009-07-08T14:03:00.000+08:00

MJ's daugther, Paris Jackson,: 'Daddy Has Been the Best Father'

Months of Love

2009-07-07T10:03:00.003+08:00

R.I.P. Michael Jackson: The Greatest of All Time

2009-07-06T18:17:00.000+08:00

Source from http://new.music.yahoo.com/blogs/hiphopmediatraining/120653/rip-michael-jackson-the-greatest-of-all-time/

Posted Thu Jun 25, 2009 5:55pm PDT by Billy Johnson, Jr. in Hip-Hop Media Training

It still has not hit me. It feels so strange. Michael Jackson is dead. He was only 50 years old, a milestone age. He just celebrated the 25th anniversary of "Thriller," the best-selling album of all time, and re-released it in February.

He was scheduled to start his show run in London in a few weeks. Maybe Michael's career had reached its peak, but I was not convinced that he was done with music. When he turned 50 last August, I did a series of interviews with radio stations. All of the DJs asked me if I thought Michael Jackson could make a comeback. They wanted to know if he could get past the controversies that dominated his news coverage over the last 10-plus years. My answer was a matter-of-fact "yes."

People often underestimate the power of music, and the effect that it has on us. We sometimes forget how a great song with a feel-good message lifts us up, and makes us smile and remember the place we had the most fun dancing to it and with whom.

Michael Jackson is one of the few artists in the history of the art form to be able to take one song, like "Billie Jean," and reach people of all age groups, races, and nationalities.

Michael has done this time and time again for decades, as both a solo artist and member of The Jackson 5.

This type of legacy cannot be erased by even the most horrible of charges and allegations. His music and performances are historic and forever engrained in our hearts.

Rick Sanchez, a floor manager at the popular Amoeba Music in Hollywood, says that his staff was "equally shocked" when they heard the news of Jackson's passing. "A lot of people are buying his music which usually happens in these situations," Sanchez says, referring to the breaking news of a musician's death.

Sanchez adds that all of Jackson's music always sells well at his location.

Rosemary Jean-Louis, a Michael Jackson fan and blogger from Atlanta, is nervous, hoping the news reports that Jackson has died are not true. "I don't want to believe it because it's Michael Jackson," Jean-Louis says. "He has been the guy considered invincible who always seems to come back. He is only 50. He was on the verge of such a big comeback with his concerts. No matter what he's gone through or what the crazy circumstances and dark period of his life with that poor trial-that taken aside-he is one of the musical geniuses of our times, truly the King of Pop."

I never learned to do his moonwalk dance move, but like everyone else, I was blown away when I saw him unveil it on Motown's famous 25th anniversary TV special in 1984.

I was too shy of a kid to get one of the red-and-black stripped jackets like the one he wore in the "Thriller" video, but I thought it was cool.

I did, however, have an afro Jheri curl in 1979, when Jackson released his album "Off the Wall," which included jams like "Don't Stop ‘til You Get Enough" and "Workin' Day and Night." I was 10, and whenever the high school girls on my block told me that I was cute and looked like Michael Jackson, I blushed and took it as a huge compliment.

My 6 1/2-year-old twins know and love his music as do the rest of us. This will never change.

I know he had been dealing with a lot these last few years. I hope that at the time of his passing he was in a happy place. Reportedly, he had been rehearsing in Los Angeles for the last two months, preparing for his London dates. His 50-year-old life may have been short, but it was impactful. His accomplishments are tremendous.

I offer my sincere condolences to his children, parents, siblings, and other family members, and to his friends and fans.

RRSS Concert 2009

2009-06-30T22:35:00.000+08:00

RRSS Band Conductor (Royce Hii)

More Photo at http://www.kevinngphotograhy.com/ or www.flickr.com/photos/kevinng86

Black and white

2009-06-21T20:42:00.000+08:00

一图胜万语

2009-06-20T09:25:00.002+08:00

Last nite, i went to a talk which is about Canon Digital EOS camera at Pustaka Miri.
This is organize by United Daily News and Miri Photographic Society.
The Speaker is a professor 张伟芳.

Freetrial of different model of CANON SLR

In the auditorium

::::Artlife::::

2009-06-16T15:28:00.001+08:00

::: My pieces of work :::

RRSSB on the field of 9th SSLMBC 2009

2009-05-26T14:44:00.003+08:00

::: Group Photo :::

Yeah!! Free style!!
me, Dkho Jr, Eddie (DM), Royce(Conductor), Huan Hui, Simon
::: Back to School :::

The Best Drum Major in Sarawak 2009

2009-05-25T18:04:00.002+08:00

He is Eddie, my youngest brother.

He get the BEST DRUM MAJOR AWARD in the 9th Sarawak State Level Marching Band Competition.

Prize Giving

See how high is his mace...

Mom, Eddie, Dad

The late update- Happy Mother's Day

2009-05-13T20:49:00.003+08:00

The moment

2009-05-12T14:46:00.000+08:00

Arrogance.

2009-05-06T16:24:00.001+08:00

I learned a new word
"ARROGANCE"
I m too arrogance..
I thought everything can be done as how i imagine,

I put efforts in it,
full use my hours,
full use my energy,
full use my voice.
BUT things are become worse.

I m wrong to start for it,
I m wrong to give advice on it,
I m wrong to respon for it,
The things i don wish to hear, to see, to feel,
but come to me immediatly.

Keep my way to showing to others,
"my idea is correct"
but i m lose,
things havent complete
the comments of bad started flying to me.

My responsible is not only to one,
but to 59..

I give,
I let,
I stand,
I wait,
I shout,
and I m affraid.

God, pls listen to my prayer.
I need u to lead me,
i need u to give me the way of next,
i accept any punishment but they are all innocent.

The words perfect, never ever come to me...

75-300mm

2009-04-30T20:41:00.000+08:00

new lense testing:-

Speechless..

2009-04-29T16:45:00.002+08:00

Trouble came and come..
it never stop untill now since the beginning.

wat for i have to do so much?
y i have to waste so much time for?

put hundred, even thousand of effort in it,
but everything is just like jokes to others.

years of times, the "tradition" never change.
wat for to respect those useless mom n dad.
never sit down n listen what the child wan.

the best u can do is only call n scold,
what else u kno?

try so much to ask for need,
try so much to settle everythings,
phone ring n ring,
get even 2 'saman' in a week when driving,

drive miles to give effort,
drive miles to teach your children,
don even ask a cent from anyone.

wat for we do this?
not for us, but for your child.
the result cant give us money,
onli comfort wat me give to the children.

u wait for 9 months to born them out,
but u cant wait for 5 minutes.

u drive mercs, but u cant even give out one cent.

4 stupid guys with 60 plus children,
we even love them more than how u do.

u wan them to be king n queen,
but the rubbish are getting more n more if u keep it.

bring them anywhere using onli my atos,
don even say one word.

pls, bring something good instead of trouble,
learn to be how people be.
don onli say the word "cannot"
see how people can step to other countries,
see how people talk like,
see how people settle the things.

onli 2 words "end up" to me,
i can quit forever n ever.

The love Sushi..

2009-04-11T13:41:00.002+08:00

Sushi from my love..

Random pic

2009-04-08T19:11:00.002+08:00

The 7th

2009-04-07T15:21:00.005+08:00

The date comes to 7th,

the duration of 3 months,

the period of happiness of a guy n a gal.

MIRIAN!!!! haih...

2009-03-29T08:36:00.002+08:00

The time was 2045hours,

the Miri city is still bright with lights.

I went to the Grand old lady last nite,

espected to see something special,

but,

nothing is different..

the 60 minutes lights off is just nothing for MIRIAN

quite disappointed....

me n her...

2009-03-29T08:26:00.000+08:00

The onli minute...

2009-03-28T13:31:00.002+08:00

In 2 weeks,

onli your voice i can hear,

the quarrel become more n more,

the missing become worse n worse,

even the photo cant cure anything.

1 minute after 2 weeks,
i drove miles to met you,
the onli minute i saw your face,
the onli minute we talk between 30cm,

the onli minute i can feel the warm from you,

the onli minute i can hear your voice naturally.

and also,

the minute not allowed me to say more,

the minute not allowed me to hug you,

the minute not allowed me to tell u how much i miss u.

THE MINUTE I M REALLY HAPPY TO SEE U...

The unprofessional..

2009-03-23T20:57:00.000+08:00

The unprofessional photographer + the unprofessional model = above work.

HaHA...

The photographer

2009-03-22T11:43:00.000+08:00

The homemade sushi

2009-03-15T12:59:00.000+08:00

Future

2009-03-14T16:57:00.000+08:00

the Coca Cola

2009-03-13T21:08:00.001+08:00

The music piano

2009-03-11T19:53:00.002+08:00

My photostream

2009-03-08T12:49:00.004+08:00

I have just creat an account at Flickr.

Uploaded some photos i took at Tanjung Lobang, Miri yesterday.

WELCOME all of you to visit

and

don't forget to leave some comments or feedback.

I need you to improve my creative and skills.

Thanks A lot!!!

This is the website http://www.flickr.com/photos/kevinng86/

Currently...

2009-03-04T20:38:00.004+08:00

03/03,

Farewell for Hui yih, Chailim & nai kiong @ nine 2 five.

Once they leave, the only time to meet them will be next year.

02.03.2009 Monday,

Kevin became a white-collar worker.
working from 8 to 5 a day.

Love art...

2009-03-01T21:49:00.003+08:00

Brunei Trip ll

2009-02-25T00:15:00.003+08:00

Escapade Sushi, Gadong.

God mom n cousin

My cousin n I

Trip to Brunei

2009-02-23T17:56:00.003+08:00

MUARA PORT

Escapade Sushi, KB

The valentine

2009-02-13T18:11:00.003+08:00

The last day of chinese new year

2009-02-10T08:11:00.004+08:00

YesterdaY, the last day of chinese new year, every chinese family will gather together to have dinner.
The early morning, went out for breakfast wif my family. Dad used to work on this day before but he let himself off, cause we all no need to go sch. After the breakfast, dad, mom, n lin went to buy something to cook for tonight. Everyone was waiting for the night to come, cause most of the relative will come n have dinner together.
BUT, in the noon time, a phone call from my auntie bout my grandpa emergency. When i reached my grandpa's house i saw him lying on the ground outside the store which is at the back of the house. Dad, lin n i carried him into the car then we rush to the GH. When the time we try to move him out from the car to the emergency room, he kept shouting bout his neck is painful. The nurse took something like "neck protector" and put around his neck. Then he was send into the emergency room.
After 2 hours of checking, the doctor prove that there is a crack on his neck's bone. And he has to stay in the hospital for bout 2 days.
Then he was sent to the ward. I gave him water by using the straw cause he is not allowed to sit up o move his neck.
After i heard from grandma, the accident was happened like tis, my grandma was doing something in the kitchen then she heard a crashing sound from the back store. she run to the store n saw my granpa was fainted and lying on the ground. Grandma also saw some blood from his mouth. She run to the living room n make a phone cal to my auntie. Grandma said she think grandpa might trying to put something on the broken refrigerator by using the ladder but he fail to do it. When my uncles knew bout the accident they were so mat, cause they told my grandpa thousand of time not to climb anything but he never listen.
The dinner was still going on, but without my grandpa. After the dinner my eldest uncle went to GH to look after my grandpa.
I wish he can recover soon, he is 83 years old already.
May god bless him..

Another path..

2009-02-04T11:14:00.004+08:00

Just back from CSM. I received a call from the counsellor of the learning centre of CSM yesterday, she made an appointment with me at 10am tis morning.
When i reach her office she ask bout my perth ID then print out my result. She circle the failed unit in front of me. I was so nervous, thought she'll scold me like the secondary sch principal always do. But, she asked me what's the problem i m facing. I told her everything included the latest desicion i made. She is so kind and told me there are some vacancies outside the office notice board i can look forward.
After the conversation, i went to the notice board, but there isnt any vacancies suit me.
I walk off the learning centre building, forward to the student service as she ask me to get the withdrawal form.
On the way to the s.s. office, i look around the campus. Asking myself again, "is this realy not a place for me?"
After i get the withdrawal forms, walking on the same path to the carpark again, but this time the words from my heart are "bye, curtin."
Maybe lots of people will start laughing at me, cause i was the one who wants to continue my degree after the diploma. The words" I m currently study in Curtin." sounds great to those people who asked bout the life i was having. but now, now more. I give up and start another new life with industries. There is no more "REGRET" in my future.

P/s: friends, whoever got any vacancy suit me. please tell me. thanks.

The Love...

2009-02-01T09:50:00.003+08:00

"THE LOVE" since weeks ago...

It started without any blessing.

The couple hold hands,

Walk through every hardness...

leave all the sadness behind,

pass by streets with all roted vege & fruits over them.

Keep their happiness smile to everyone.

Showing the true love they are having.

no matter how hard it is,

no matter how roted the vege & fruits are,

no matter how much the blessing receive,

they will walk untill the day end...

+MAY GOD BLESS US+

The Love Edition...

2009-02-01T09:43:00.001+08:00

The Bazaar

2009-01-23T08:57:00.002+08:00

The TOUCH diamond

2009-01-20T22:24:00.002+08:00

2009-01-20T19:54:00.000+08:00

2009-01-12T02:50:00.005+08:00

"Roti canai bawang telur", the first meal me and lin had in a 'mamak' stall nearby kl sentral.

The time is almost 3am now. Colin and i are hanging around at the 24 hours mcd in kl sentral. Wait untill the next morning to start the ng's journey. Haha... Me cod lin feel tired and sleepy but the condition does not allow us to sleep. I don think i'll have any good sleep in tis trip. Anywhere, i really miss someone so much here. Take care.:)

My NEW patner...

2009-01-08T19:12:00.002+08:00

CANON EOS 1000D

Fence Painting

2009-01-08T16:11:00.002+08:00

Tis is the 2nd draft of my house fence.

The fence after paint.

FLY...

2009-01-06T13:43:00.002+08:00

HOW?

2009-01-06T13:35:00.000+08:00

Trip to Sibuti

2008-12-29T23:00:00.001+08:00

Today i went to a trip to Sibuti wif Dk Jr and David.

The purpose of the trip are photo shooting,

relax ourselves in tis public holiday by watching the natural sea.

More photo at http://picasaweb.google.com/vindeart/TripToSibuti

Real fren

2008-12-27T23:09:00.000+08:00

For me,
i think tonight is a special night.
I went to meet someone who i never think he will be so powerful.
Our frenship is bout 3 years onli.
But we kno each others more than the duration of our friendship.

He just back from his job n having his leave now.
He asked me out for tea, but i never think he'll tell me something like tat.

Fren,
i would like to tell u,
i m not blaming u,
but i m here to thank u,
u teach me alot.
After tis months,
u have change so much.
Ur thinking is much mature than me more n more.

U r right.
I should start to make decision wat to do in my future,
i shouldnt stuck here n just wish everything to drop from the sky.
I m so happy n proud to have such fren.
Thanks god.

From now on,
u make me kno tat,
wat is a real fren call,
wat is a true fren,
not those tell u where the best place to enjoy,
not those bring u to pub when u r upset,
not those ask u not to think bout it,
not those tell u everything onli with their mouth.
(No offence, i m not talking bout anyone of u, my frens)
But those wake u up n bring u to look how the world is,
and those who tell u how the real world going to be and with prove.

As we,
we can have thousand of frens everyway,
onli with 4 words "nice to meet u!"
but true frens u never think u ll meet one in ur whole life.

Frens can change ur life,
don try not to believe it,
it is real.
wat kind of fren u made,
tat kind of person u ll be.
Especially those teenagers tis days.

Last but not least,
i would like to thank u, my real frens.
Ur words really touch my heart.

The Candles..

2008-12-26T13:40:00.001+08:00

lying on my bed looking the candles beside...

suddenly tis art came out

I took it by my T300 and do a little bit of edit.

P/s: pray with the candles in the christmas season, wish my love can come true.

Christmas EVE

2008-12-25T01:30:00.000+08:00

Just back from the Christmas countdown.
Suddenly in a mood of blogging.

After a two years relation, tis christmas is a single christmas for me.
For the last two years, my christmas were celebrated with a happy eve, hands holding, driving all along the road in the city watching the fire crackers. Wishing to each others at the same moment .

Tis 2008 christmas, i planned to go the mid night mass at lutong church.
But Colin decided to go the morning mass tomolo morning at last.

Having the christmas eve dinner with my family,
mom cook lots of dishes i never seen on my dining table before.
Lamb chops, potato chips, salads, potatoes with ham and cheese, chicken wings, and etc.
Lin took out the white wine which he brought from Australia and share together.

After the dinner, I went out with Dk(Donkey Kong??[kidding]).
1st we met each others at boulevard, then we went to the fair beside the complex.

Walking around the fair, met some old frens, especially the sweet couple(Ah King & Su Ee).

After the walk, we went petrol some places like Pelita Commercial Centre, Marina Bay, Ming's Cafe.
The point was to choose a place for countdown. haha...

Lastly, we chosed Ming's cafe. The atmosphere there was so good, like going to have a big celebration coming soon. Peoples hanging around with beers on hand.
Huan Hui & his gal gal was invited also. But he din bring his gal cause of some communication error wif us.
Siting there, watching groups of peoples shouting around, drinking and dancing with the music.
Fire crackers in the sky although the time still havent reach 12. Maybe timing problem.

Suddenly the Ming's cafe waiters start bursting the balloons.
The feeling of christmas become more and more.
The sound 5-4-3-2-1 "Merry Christmas" from the DJ.
We, 3 guys, wishing each other by shaking hand like the VIP.
Start hearing sound of breaking bottle, watching some peoples drunk, vomiting everywhere.
Tis is why i don like to drink. Make myself hard.

Then 3 of us planned to petrol the city again. Driving along the road in Pelita. Watching peoples walking out form Balcony, Al fresco, Island, Fire n etc. Hots gals, who can watch but cant touch, everywhere. The 2 passengers keep shouting like hell like the "hungry horse"!

These places bring me a lots of memories, i hav been walking in those place few times,
but now i only watching it from outside.

When i m driving along the road something happened really make me fire . A guy on the phone walk across the road, he din even look at the car passing through or even stop his step, just walk across, raising his hand up to stop my car. Luckily i drove slowly n just need a slightly break to stop my car. When i saw his action, my 'rubbish words' all come out at tat moment! @#$%^&*.... If i drive LAMBO sure he has already on the roof.

The next station is Thai Bar, but nothing to watch...
After brought Huan hui back to his car, i sent dk to meet his sis.
And i was on my way home.
Tis is how my christmas eve, hope will have a better one next year.

Wishing u all a MERRY CHRISTMAS..
God Bless...

爱错了

2008-12-22T17:58:00.002+08:00

爱上你，
是一开始的错。
不该让自己再这样的错下去。

想你，
是我每一天都会的，
可是想一个自己不该爱得你，
好辛苦，好痛！

看着你和他相爱在一起，
我怎么能去破坏。
好想好想离开，
可是我又能去哪里？

离开让我更想你，更不舍得。
离开能让我忘了你吗？
一个不该有的爱情，
叫人怎么去承受。

爱你，想你的话，
满脑都是，
可是就只能在梦里告诉你。

你的笑，你的泪，
我都一一得记住了。
你对我的承诺，
只能当童话故事听。

我为你流的，
是含着血的泪。
我担心你的，
是含着我内心的不安。

我只要你答应我，
好好的过，
祝你：
幸福快乐。。

等待。。。

2008-12-20T21:32:00.002+08:00

人生一直活在执着当中，
等待别人的爱，
等待永远的爱情，
但，
往往都离我很远。

当我觉得很靠近时，
又漂走了。

活在一个灰暗的世界里，
努力的向外找寻彩虹的出现。
往往看到一道光，
一不小心又摔了一跤，
到会了原点。

能不能不爱了，
爱情它太痛了。

答应不离开你，
但你有你的人生。
答应你不再让你流泪，
但，
你的泪不应该为我流。。。

Camping mood..

2008-12-17T22:34:00.003+08:00

I m now in a mood of camping.

I m going to join the Lu zhou SPM camp tomolo as a helper.

At 1st i was planing to buy many junk food to the camp,

but i found tat my throat is not feeling well.

then i bought 2 packs of strepsils in case of it getting worse in the camp.

A pack of 3 in 1 CADBURY hot chocolate, tis is wat i always need.

A pack of MUZIC Chocolate halzenut maestro..

3 packs of instant noodles with different flavour..

Treasure...

2008-12-16T19:46:00.002+08:00

以前的我，会试着去安慰你，
以前的我，会试着去扶持你。
但。。。
如今的我，想让你成长；
如今的我，想让你知道“珍惜”；
如今的我，要你懂得去爱；
如今的我，要你自己去走。

人一出生，就没有绝对。
人一出生，性本善。

学着去捉住，学着去拿捏。

人生。。。
要自己做选择，
要自己去把握，
要快乐，要幸福。
要有目标。

往前走是没错，可是要走得有意义。
你身边的不是天掉下来的，
是上天安排给你的。

伤心，难过是人生必经之路，
只要懂得反省，
明天会更好。

爱一个人。。。

2008-12-16T19:29:00.000+08:00

爱一个人，要了解，要谅解；

要道歉，也要道谢；

要认错，也要改错；

要体贴，也要体谅；

是接受，而不是忍受；

是宽容，而不是纵容；

是支持，而不是支配；

是慰问，而不是质问；

是倾诉，而不是控诉；

是难忘，而不是遗忘；

是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；

是为对方默默祈求，

而不是向对方诸多要求；

可以浪漫，但不是浪费；

可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

vindeart

2008-12-15T18:50:00.000+08:00

Lu Zhou 10th Anniversary Concert

2008-12-14T12:41:00.003+08:00

:::HOME DEOR:::

2008-12-14T11:59:00.002+08:00

:::Vin's Space:::

Updated...

2008-12-13T13:59:00.006+08:00

7 Dec 2008

The Christmas Celebration of SHELL Lutong Staff at House no.100..

8 Dec 2008,

My lunch when i m home alone with a lazy mood to drive out,

using online booking,

the address is http://www.pizzahutonline.com.my/.

The delivery take onli about 15 minutes, no extra charges.

09 Dec 2008,

Queen's surprise birthday celebration..

11,12 Dec 2008

Lu Zhou 10 Anniversay Concert rehearsal.

I m incharge of sound & lighting System...
The Sound Mixer

The lighting Controller

12 Dec 2008,

RRSS Athlete Coach, Mr Simon Teo R.I.P,

RRSSB lead the parade team from his resident to RRSS

pass through the RRSS compound...

Free to Blog...

2008-12-13T11:17:00.003+08:00

Soli for the late update...

Tis day i was quite busy,

home alone doing home decor,

preparing a surprise party for Queen,

working as a DJ of a christmas Celebration,

incharge Sound & lighting System of Lu Zhou 10th Anniversary Concert,

lead the RRSSB to perform in the parade of Mr. Simon Teo(RRSS athlete coach) funeral.

Home Alone ::: Take 1:::

2008-12-06T23:52:00.003+08:00

Home Alone with Maggie mee as lunch....
Vin Home Decor with a "professional" painter from Philipine...
Home Alone with a Secret Recipe's cake as supper...

VindeArt December Magazine publish NOW!!

2008-12-04T14:01:00.000+08:00

Vindeart

2008-12-03T18:39:00.001+08:00

Look to the sea n feel the lonely sound...

爱太痛

2008-12-03T09:34:00.002+08:00

爱太痛 - 吴克群

吃不能吃睡不能睡
没有了你全都不对我都学不会
把爱敷衍用笑容来把眼泪催眠

笑不能笑哭不敢哭
人不像人鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯

能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把爱割舍
我不能睡

吃不能吃睡不能睡
没有了你全都不对
我都学不会把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了
我不能够不能够不爱了
能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了
我不能够不能够不爱了

在你心中有这样的一个人吗？

2008-12-02T12:40:00.003+08:00

I just received a mail from a fren, and i feel tat it is so meaningful. So, i paste it here n share to u all. Honestly, i do have a person like tis in my heart...

你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，

但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？

也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。

也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。　

也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。

也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，

你们还是保持了朋友的关系。

但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，

你比朋友还多了一份关心。

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，

你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，

心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，

不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，

但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，

很矛盾的行为。一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，

但久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心他，总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，

才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。

做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，

有什么不好呢？

你心中的这个特别的朋友...?是谁呢？

很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，

最后连朋友都当不成了，常常觉得惋惜，

可惜一些本来很好的友情，

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，

如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，

这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，

表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，

要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，

你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好。

也是可惜，也是遗憾！

但还有没有可能是另一种情况，

你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友. . . . .

Kevin says: I wish u all the best and i hope we can always be the best fren...

RRSSB passed TRINITY GUILDHALL examination with DISTINCTION!!

2008-12-01T17:44:00.002+08:00

Riam Road Secondary School Band passed TRINITY GUILDHALL Intermediate Recital Certificate Examination with DISTINCTION!!

More information pls log on to http://www.rrssb.blogspot.com

1st job in my holiday..

2008-11-28T23:36:00.002+08:00

Today i get a cal from Lisa who is the ACEO of Rise Event.

She told me there is a function in tudan area at night time and i m asked to be the sound man.

It's a celebration of a "full month" baby.

But i din see the baby the whole night.

I tot there will be some "good view", but not even one...

mostly are auntie n uncle..

haha...

At 1st i just sit there n playing some songs to make it like a celebration.

Then an auntie come to me n ask me to play her VCD cause she wan to start singing... then continuously those uncle n auntie start their concert there...

Oh, god.. those are all 70's to 80's songs...

but it is my job... hahaha...

Hanging arround at Ming's cafe

2008-11-27T14:12:00.004+08:00

A cafe in the center of the town,

A place which people from others country like the most,

cause of the design, delights, service,

drinks and ofcourse d atmosphere.

Erm...

Tat's a story of the "喵喵虫"...

but i m not surpose to tell it here...

May ask the "owner"...

haha

He is with us because "she" is not arround..

Dream bout "HER"

2008-11-26T19:14:00.003+08:00

A dream came to me last nite,
it was about "her",

I think the last time we met is bout few months ago,
Your appear, really gave me a shock.
I never tot i can met u again.

Our story past bout years ago.

It is all my fault,
i shoudn't do tat to u.
But i do admit,
i do regret about everything.
From there, i learned bout a lesson named "treasure"

The dream is really just a dream,
which show me something really not truth.
we were sweet in it.

But,
it is just a dream,
u r now having a sweet life with ur prince,
i should be happy wif u..

Anyway,
wish u every happiness, gal...

I kept thinking of it after i wake up.
Maybe god are trying to tell me something again.
Maybe "he" is asking me to stay with wat i need to be now.

Huan Hui 20th birthday

2008-11-26T17:14:00.004+08:00

::: Tanjung Lobang Sunset :::::: Tanjung lobang Playground :::::: Huan Hui and The Birthday Cake :::

Coffee Bean Season "again"!!

2008-11-23T23:22:00.006+08:00

White Chocolate Dream Latte,

tis is my 1st try of tis drink,

not bad, of course it smell like latte...

haha..

but i enjoy it very much...

self snapping again..
Tis is wat my single life always do,
instead of taking a couple photo...

Mr. Derek Jr,my coffee bean kaki,who was having his formal wear n hair setting to a wedding dinner,but at last,he escape from it before it end.I think he prefer coffee than chinese tea.haha..

RRSSB takes Trinity Guildhall Examination

2008-11-23T18:59:00.007+08:00

Riam Road Secondary School Band takes Trinity Guildhall Intermediate Recital Certificate Examination

From left: Mdm Menike(Team Manager), Mr. Simon Song(Hornline instructor), Mr. Derek Kho Jr(Director & Drumline Instructor), Mr. John Humphries(Trinity Guildhall Examiner), Mr. Yong Huan Hui(Hornline Instructor), Mr. Kevin Ng(Drumline Intructor), Mr Johnne Mui(Team Manager)

Committee, Team managers, Instructors with Trinity Guildhall Examiner

RRSSB members with Trinity Guildhall Examiner

绿洲十周年“爱，改变生命”庆典晚会

2008-11-23T16:13:00.001+08:00

绿洲今年十周年了，

13/12/2008我们将在美里民事中心三楼

晚上730举行十周年“爱，改变生命”庆典晚会。

目前已开始售票了。票价分为RM 20 及 RM30.

无论你是否认识绿洲我们都欢迎你一起出席见证这盛会。

也可以借此机会认识绿洲。

有意购买晚会ticket者可以到以下的指定的售票处：

1. pujut 5的Jo Salon

2. parkson的星城相机彩色中心

3. 绿洲青少年中心询问详情：

085-424840 / 424624

你的出席将是给予我们最大的支持

绿洲第21届少年生活营

2008-11-21T16:21:00.005+08:00

::: Group Photo :::

The Campers

My tag n booklet
The room i sleep & the list of campers
Song practicing
Lucas giving his Talk
Camp Fire
The "artist"

2008-11-17T22:10:00.000+08:00

Yesterday

2008-11-17T08:20:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, the 1st day i saw u in the real world.
Yesterday, the 1st day u smile at me.
Yesterday, the 1st day u wave ur hand to me.
Yesterday, the 1st day u sit in my car.
Yesterday, the 1st day i was so close to u.
Yesterday, the 1st day i feel sad after u leave.

And also,
Yesterday, the 1st day u try to let me understand.
Yesterday, the 1st day u made me sad.
Yesterday, the 1st day i treat u so cool.
Yesterday, the 1st day u feel i m not happy.

AND
Yesterday, the day from rainbow sky to cloudy...

Vindeart

2008-11-16T20:03:00.002+08:00

...

2008-11-15T21:12:00.002+08:00

Another moody night again...

Took all 5 speakers of my 5+1 surround woofer put arround me.
turn the volumn to the max,
playing the IL DIVO's album..

I hate my mood to be like tis,
feel wanna vomit,
i m tired of my whole day work today,
but not in the mood to sleep o rest..

Tis day keep argue wif mom,
mom keep getting mad easily...
i really hate it..
i make myself busy n try not to be at home cause i wan to escape.

She dono wat i really wan,
n dono wat i hate the most.

Since i finish my SPM i request to study design,
at 1st i was allowed,
but at last get rejected..

MOM, i hate engineering.
I like music, i like art...
u always ask me to tell u everything,
but u never sit down n listen to me.

I m just interest to wat i really wish to get into.
not everyone can study like how ur son can..
not everyone can be a doctor, engineer, lawyer...

I don wish to earn much money in the future,
i onli wish to have a simple life.
A life can make me happy n comfortable...

Atleast in the music o art field i can get wat i wan,
i can see my result in it..
But study, i onli see the fail...

Pls let me go, pls...

I dono how to tell u...
really dono...

I feel sorry but i really try...
i cant understand it...

I m sorry i cant be the son u wan me to be...

My Horoscope

2008-11-14T18:51:00.001+08:00

VIRGO

The Perfectionist

(Aug 23 - Sept 22)

Dominant In relationships.

Conservative.

Always wants the last word.

Argumentative.

Worries.

Very smart.

Dislikes noise and chaos.

Eager.

Hardworking.

Loyal.

Beautiful.

Easy to talk to.

Hard to please.

Harsh.

Practical and very fussy.

Often shy.

Pessimistic.

Vindeart

2008-11-13T20:44:00.002+08:00

::: The Sweet couple :::

TRINITY GUILDHALL exam steward Miri 2008

2008-11-10T23:47:00.002+08:00

The exam steward, tag and the waiting hall.

TRINITY GUILDHALL EXAMINATION

DATE: 8,10-12 Nov 2008

Venue: Grand Palace hotel, Miri.

Time: 9am-5.30pm

Vindeart

2008-11-10T20:57:00.001+08:00

Nella fantasia io vedo un mondo giusto,

Li tutti vivano in pace e in onestà.

Io sogno d'anime che sono sempre libere,

Come le nuvole che volano,

Pien' d'umanità in fondo all'anima.

Nella fantasia io vedo un mondo chiaro,

Li anche la notte è meno oscura.

Io sogno d'anime che sono sempre libere,

Come le nuvole che volano.pien´de´umanita...

Nella fantasia esiste un vento caldo,

Che soffia sulle città, come amico.

Io sogno d'anime che sono sempre libere,

Come le nuvole che volano,

Pien' d'umanità in fondo all'anima.

Exam Day

2008-11-10T09:27:00.001+08:00

Im now in the library..
Feel sick too..
last nite, i din sleep well, keep waking up, n turning there n here on bed...
So nervous n stress of the exam later...
I din study last nite, my brain is full of stress n i cant concentrate on my study..
keep doing other things n went out wif fren..

Tis morning, i woke up very early as i don really sleep...
even my alarm is later than me..
my heart "jump" so fast suddenly.
i feel my whole body pain when i was in the toilet to brush my teeth n take my bath..
Maybe is cause by the terrible sleep last nite..
When i sat down on my dining table to have my breakfast i feel like no mood to eat...
even wan to vomit when looking at the breads..
but, i kno i hav to eat some before the exam..
once i eat a part of the breads i feel more like to vomit..
then i stop n just took out the ham between the breads n eat it at once.
drink my tea n left the 1/8 bread on the table n get ready to campus.
mom was wondering why the breads were still there after i left the dining table.
i told her i din feel like wan to eat n cant even sleep well last nite.
she asked me how hard the exam will be, i onli told her, is as hard as i dono how to do.
Ebgineering math, some science site math which i never learned when i was in form 5 art site.
I hate it...
The exam is in the afternoon, i come early to prepare n do a little bit of revise.
Honestly, i don think i can pass the exam.
once i see the past year paper, i feel like heart attack.
Don mean i don have confidence on it.
but i m sure i ll have to resit it again next sem.
the world war 3 between me n my parents will happen again when the result come out.
Anyway, i will try to write wat ever i kno n try my best.
God Bless me!!

2008-11-09T17:05:00.000+08:00