....

i m blank, really a blank. i went out for a walk,

went to find my band member who are having camp at sch, hope it can cure my cut.

But when i m on my way home,

those things comes again.

i hate it, i really hate it.

Frens are all starting to give up me.

i m so terrible living in the world with only black n white.

i donno how to explain my feeling now.

is harder than die....

i just wan a new n simply life....

nothing much i need...

u're really a terrible gal, i hate u n hate u n thousand n million of hate u so much..

Y? Y u step into my world n bring away all those colourful picture...

I cant imagine, i cant think..... how dirty u r....

Y god treat me tis big of joke...

My dear god, i m really tired already...

if i have did something wrong, i think it is already enough for my punishment.

Pls give back me my normal life...