lab time

Now at computer lab... doing nothing... others people are busying doing their stuff as i hear the printer is keep working... but i m too free till blogging....i came here too early as the orientation start in the noon... wish to apply 4 d ptptn loan, but no forms are available... onli get the check list to prepare those stuff...
last night, is quite a wonderful night, although something happened unnormal on myself before the cal but at last i can start to speak out like last time do... tis days is really quite a "breaking period"! couples are breaking n each others are crying n feeling sad of their past relation. i start wonder wat is a "love" although it is forever red but seems like it is the red colour like blood... in 2, 3,4,5 o even 7 years relation, it include lots n lots of happiness n sweet season, but once the break time come, those happiness n sweet memories are losing their war with break o quarrel. i ever see a sentence said "when we r together, we cant give any reason y we love each others so much untill can die together, BUT y when the time comes to break there is thousand o million of reasons to break"! I think tis sentence really meaningful... no one can get the reasons onli themselve who r involve in the relation, o can says those who bring the break armies to the war with the happiness n sweet armies... at old age time, our grandpa n ma not used to dating like us doing now, they onli kno each others n met each others on the day they married, but they still can manage their relation so good untill we was borned... they don have the time to hold hands walk on the beach, eat candles dinner together, chit chat in messenger o phone to kno each other more, celebrate the birhday of each other, shopping together, watching movie in the cinema together, kiss each other(they onli kiss on the nite they get married), ans so n so... but they still can manage their relation untill today but not to meet in a lawyer firm to sign on a 2 rubbish paper... Y? so my conclusion is i also dono the answer...
But here i wish all those who bring the armies to the war to think very very deep before u plan to start the war.... not onli the happiness n sweet army will die but also the heart will blood...

vin