Appreciation Night

Outstation day 3

This was the last day at Johor. Early morning we went to have breakfast then started to work again.
We need to have a sea trial for the vessel before she started sail out from Johor.

The same things we did like day 2, we walked out to the sea to reach the speed boat.

You can see how it looks(like fisherman)

when it is low tide, the bay is very dry with broken seashell everywhere, really can hurt people easily,

but the 3rd day we din wore slippers anymore. Chua borrowed us his boots.

When the sea trial was going on we closely passed by an oil rig.

This was something funny here after we done the sea trial, when we were leaving the port which my company vessel stopped by, we met a "kampung" of Cow brothers. haha.. they blocked our way of leaving. Chua try to horn them, but they were like turned back and look at us. And trying to say "cari gaduh kah?" haha.. but lastly we made it to make them give way.

I got a flight to fly back Miri in the evening, Chua brought us to a Bak Kut Teh shop at Johor to have lunch.

It was really nice. Cant forget the taste. Cant make it to take photo, cause i was too hungry. haha..

I like to see the sky when i am in the plane(the creation of god) it can be a little yellow or orange with my favorite blue in the evening. 

Outstation day 2

Had a bad bad night and onli slept about 5am then have to wake at 6.30am.
Uncle Peng advice me to wear short pants and slippers as it was low tide in the morning and we have to walk out to the beach to reach the speed boat. But i didnt bring any slippers.
Luckily i managed to bought a cheap one after had our breakfast(Laksa).
From the hotel to Chua's(the transportation agent) house is about 30 mins drive. The place is really like a village. It is like some place very special and i really never been to.

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View from the village to the sea(Singapore is just apposite :D)

The house there are sticking to each others and wif a narrow road to connect them.

We walked 10 mins out to the beach to reach the speed boat. The sand is full of broken seashell. And will easily hurt people's leg as we wore slippers onli. Luckily i din get hurt when i reached the speed boat. But uncle peng did get cut by the broken shell.

heading to my company vessel

the propeller repairing was in progress when i arrived

Outstation day 1

Afternoon flight from Miri to Sibu and transit to Johor. While 5 hours in Sibu waiting for transit, decided to have tea with uncle Peng's(a mechanic going wif me) Sibu fren at nearby shop house(Sibu Jaya).
Back to airport 3 hours before departure, wait for another 1 hour to check in.
After check in, we went out to have tea again wif Dan(a crew of the vessel which i m going to).
When we walked into the departure hall, it was full of people and only limited sit available.
Hardly wait for another half  hours and finally departed from Sibu.
From the plane I can see Singapore which i never been to(sound like kampung boy, right? I admit :D). Wao! the night view of Singapore from the sky is like candles everywhere. But i cant make it to get a shot.
Reached Senai Airport and Mr Chuan(my company transportation agent at Johor) brought us to Sg Rengit which is about 2 hours drive from Senai Airport. On the way to Sg Rengit we stopped at a restaurant and ate our dinner. The food is nice! haha.. :D
Reached hotel bout 11pm something. Had a bath and quickly lie on the bed to sleep.
Although i m feeling really tired, but i cant make it to sleep. Uncle Peng and Dan snoring like two noisy old type engine beside me.Really had a bad bad night.

Photo of the day:

MASWINGS so high tech now. Safety briefing use LCD to show!! 

Bad luck keep coming!

Another 3 hours i m going to depart to Johor.

Tot of bringing a camera there to shoot some nice scene, but it is impossible to bring my D300s without lens.

Then i borrow the 1st compact Digital camera of my family (NIKON Coolpix 7900) from my mom.

Happy that she approved. But then when i try to have some shoot of it. I found tat the display screen got a bit "senget" so i try to use my hand to push it back BUT it broke! Maybe i pushed it too hard already.

The onli camera for my family and the onli camera i can bring to Johor now "boil soup" already.

Wonder why the bad luck keep coming to me, once i touch camera, something bad will happen.

Mood so down now! Haih.... Wonder how will be the trip.

A bad day!

Lets have a quick update for today before i go to bed.

I had a bad day today, but actually my day was started with a bright way.
I went breakfast wif family, bought family stuff wif them then i had lunch wif a group of MGC frens and
we go "derma darah" together.
Actually i should have a good day one, because i derma darah to people and should give bless to people.

Bad things happen before i went to the photography class at MGC.
I went into my car and i put my water bottle at the passenger sit.
I din notice that the cap was not fully cap and the water all flowed on the passenger sit.
Onli left the half bottle of water when i noticed. The other half already "in" the cushion. OMG! is a bad one.

Then when i reach MGC, i grab my back pack and i wan to go to the class.
Suddenly i feel my back pack was light and something dropped out then "plak".
OH NO! my D300s dropped!!!
I bend down and i saw glasses on the floor, 1st in my mine was, the lens or live view glass broke.
But when i pick up my camera, i saw the filter glass gone, luckily the lens glass still there.
BUT, the place to screw the filter is crack. OMG!!!
I rush to the class room and i test the camera.
IT DOESN"T FOCUS ANYMORE!
This is horrible!!!

I total lost my mood of having class, i did try some lens from fren to see whether the body still ok.
Luckily the body is alive!
But the 50mm lens is bad. Tears nearly come out from my eyes!! sad!

When i was in the down mood, i was text-ing wif frens by my phone, dono why when i was talking wif my fren, it suddenly slipped from my hand and drop on the floor. OMG again!!! Wat happen to me!!
haih!!
should i stop touching camera?
is god trying to tell me camera is not suitable to me?
Wat happen?
I invested all my income to my camera, and now it need extra to repair, I really sad and fed up! haih..

SEE HOW IT HURT!! SAD!!

This is how my blessing day ended!

只想说。。。

我想了很久才决定把它写出来。我知道我这么一写，我要付出很多责任，我要和很多人交代。
可是我只想把它写出来。

我今天的心情都一直在压抑着。压抑自己要坚强。压抑自己要忍耐。
可是当老师说了一句话：“也明白，再多不舍，自己辛苦。”
这句话，突然打动了我的心。感觉就好像把我压抑的门打开了。
我突然觉得心很酸，眼睛也突然仆满了泪水。
但我还是努力的不把眼泪留下。

回到家，看见妈妈。好想告诉她今天发生了什么事，
但每当要开口时，心里就会很酸，开不了口，说不出话。
在饭桌上，我还是压抑着自己。
但一旦进了房间，我再也认不出了。
泪水像瀑布的流了出来。
这些都是含了很久的泪。

或许你们会说我矛盾。
我承认这句话。
但我真的很希望有人能真正了解我的心情。

过去的日子，我是用真心的。
我也很难才做出这个决定。
我一直都把它放在心里的一个角落边。
不敢去想，不敢去碰。

我还以为自己已经能够面对这一切，
怎么知道我还是失败了。

朋友约我出去喝茶，
本来我已经答应了。可是到最后，我用爱睡的理由推掉了。
对不起，我怕自己控制不了。我怕在你面前会继续那流不完的眼泪。

刚刚看了一部电影，一部我download了很久可是没时间看的电影。
名字是 [保持爱你]. 里头的故事在讲说不一样的人的情人节。
完了的时候出现了这一行字“愿时光保持不变，让我爱你依然。”
这句话对我很有感触，可是我说不出是什么。

我不后悔我做出了这个决定。
可是，我了断了一个自己用真心去经营的一段感情。

我真心祝福她。。。