I chose to...

I chose to force myself to forget everything...

I chose to escape from the fact...

I chose to force myself to be good..

I chose to act like nothing in front my family...

I chose to act I hate her the most in front my friend...

I chose to make myself as tired as i can to get on bed..

I chose to make myself drunk...

I chose to try anything i never try before...

I chose to do wat ever i hate before...

I chose to force myself to be in a new life...

I chose to hide her things in a box..

I chose to make myself don cry...

I chose to be everything...

BUT, i m really tired already...

DON force me pls...

I would become crazy...

I would like to tell her "pls come back to me"

Tuff...

I fix tis huge things tis day... The parts are all huge n heavy.. i get my cuts from it... It's a KOBELCO crane, CKE700...

Wake me up... i wan my new life!!!!

I m really suffer, guys.... :(

Life without u...

My life is blank...

When i was injured u were always the one who worry so much... u must put some med on it before i went home... i like how u care of me..

But now, i just can only leave it and feel the pain myself when i am bathing. wat i can say is just

"Ouch, pain man!" to myself...

Terrible

I have a terrible mood now... dono actually wat happen but might be cause of her... I hope she is ok now... I made her life turn bad tis day... I feel myself is so wrong... I used to share my feeling to her when the time I was down, she can comfort me like no other can do so. But her situation not allowed her to talk too much to me. I really hope tat I wont destroy her happy life tat she's having now. I dono y i would be like tis, the vin before would not disturb others people life but now his thinking is terrible. But i have no other mean; i just wish to find someone who can listen to me.

The CUT of me still there, till now it havent recover yet, i hate it to be there. I would like to tell tat, i m still not recover to everyone, i have to act like i m ok. Cause i don like others to feel sad bout me, i don wan my parents to worry bout me. But sometimes i really feel tat it's really hard, i hate to force myself. I always tot tat i m ok already, but sometimes later i ll become imbalance again. I keep the door of my memories close tight. i don wan to think back anything, but seems like the door cant stand anymore, it keep to let some memories goes in my life now. I HATE IT.

Bout one month, she din even msg o find me. 2 years relation is just like tis?!!! Y she wont miss me at all?!! When u love me, you say tat there is no reason to love, but when u break, y there is thousand of reason for you to break with me! I really hate u, I try to accept the fact but it's really hard.

I dono wat I wan now, I dono wat I should do o wat I shouldn’t do.... don force me pls... pls... I wan to love my family, I wan to give my love to my family but not anyone of u...

Wat a SWEET valentine..

Tis year i din celebrate valentine cause i m single... but my brother-ATOS seems like tis year got "tao Hua" get kiss by a wira. Tis happen early morning when i m on my way to kuala baram workshop to work.

i went out late tis morning, so i rush to a canteen to eat breakfast. i order a mee but it take so long time to come, after 10 minutes i cant wait anymore cause i would be late to work then, so i cancelled. When i reach Pujut 7 round-a-bout, the traffic is damn jam... Then it's my turn to go, suddenly a sound which i hate most come out. n i was blur... my car get knock from the back by a wira... haih... wat a first present to my ATOS early morning in Valentine...

CJ 7

CJ 7 is a good movie.. can cheer up people... i love it so much... Must See... Although it's a bit FEI!!

I like tis part so much.... Haha.. have a

watch..

The story in airport (lin went to AUS)

My family...

Lin n his gang...

Lin n his Frens...

Lin, me n Yvonne

Lin, Chyuan, Hui, Fish, Jun

lin, joan, woarn

HUGSS... BYE...

Happy New Year to everyone!!!!!!!

Gathering

Gathering at Miri Cafe on 4 Feb 2008...

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Tis is the song u ask me to listen before u wan to break,

i din listen to it , but after we break i suddenly think of

this song, i told my fren n he told me ur trying to tell

something by tis song, if i listen to it when u asked,

maybe i ll kno wat u wan earlier, my fren

ask me to look for it's MTV. then i just really kno tat

ur words are all in the song.

i wan my new life...

Tis is the first day i dare to open my blog after we break. Maybe i started to give up our relation and wan to start my new life without u but with my frens... i hope u kno wat u r doing now n choosing now.. i hope he can treat u better than me more n more, i wish u all the best..
It's really hard to let me believe that u've fall in love to others guy, n start ur relation with him so soon... i cant believe tat our two years relation will ended like tis..
Early time, i really don dare to open o update my blog, cause it's full of our story... full of those pic and video clips i make for u... but from now on, it's only my memories... i wont bring it over to my future life...
i would like put a big " FULL STOP " after our relation.
I m really hurt, really... i cant sleep well at night, i cant work well in day time..
My sadness make many people worry about me, my family, my frens... i don wan to let them worry again.. i wan to wake up...
Tis is the way you choose to go, please don regret, cause everything will be too late...
Beside tis, i really thanks for my family n my frens for caring me so much ..
Thanks, Chin Hui, Yii Jia, Hui Yih, 雪韵老师, Ah Siang, Chee Fui and all others frens who company me to go through tis hard n tuff walk path... one but not less, the one who i used to love before.. Thank you...

U have ur life, n i have my life, whether we can still be fren it is not under my control..

i won disturb ur life i hope u won too...

let's our memories stop on the day before we break.. i will put away all the things.. i wan to start my new life...